why......

duno wat happen... i juz not feeling well... dun feel like toking onli wad... cannot ar... violate the laws ah... y sae until liddat... n duno wat the hell is wrong wif mi... cry wad shit... wad is there to cry abt...

i feel pressurised... very pressurised... never felt this kind of pressure b4... y? i duno... frm his family? him? i duno... duno wad to do at all... how to please him... how to make him happy when i'm not feeling well at all... i duno... realli duno... i wan to spend time wif him oso... but i cannot... he sae nvm... i haf the feeling he is resenting mi... y i cannot go out.. or go out late... i think everyone who noes mi... shld noe... i dun wan to sae anymore liao..

now i wan to slp oso cannot... juz cannot slp...